How many times have we heard the question, “If you knew then what you know now, would you do it differently?”…. and most of us said willingly, “I wouldn’t change anything!”
The truth is, we say we wouldn’t change anything as a form of comfort for self because we either believed that we needed all the pain and drama to get to this point or we figured there’s no way of ‘going back’ so why torment ourselves with ideas and potentials we perceived as impossible.
Now, as I embrace the full acceptance of self, All that I Am, ascension, enlightenment… whatever tag you’re comfortable with… I realise I Am doing it all again, in this lifetime… differently!
From the space of self-acceptance/self-love, I’m now making choices to live this lifetime totally differently to the little human perspective of who I thought I was! I don’t mean I’m just doing it differently from what I’ve learnt from who I thought I was previously, I mean I’m living my life ‘instead’ of how I chose and created previously.
I’m allowing myself to not only love and experience myself as a divine human, but I’m also allowing myself to unconditionally love others, friends, partner, step children…. I’ve had many friends and lovers previously, but I never allowed myself to really, honestly love them because I didn’t really love myself. I held myself back even when it came to my children… my love and parenting skills were limited by my lack of self-love. Now, I’m releasing the judgement, illusions and games that made me small. In choosing to change my perceptions, actions and consciousness and do it differently in this NOW, I know that this potentially changes the reality for all those people that experienced me as less than all that I am (if they choose).
Let’s face it… everything’s occurring in the now moment… time frames are a human illusion so we can understand experience. If it’s all in the now, you CAN choose to do it differently in the now.
And then, if we take it further and release the illusion of right or wrong, we free ourselves even more and create even grander lifetimes. (Don’t worry you won’t hurt anyone, if you can grasp the concept of no right or wrong, you’re too evolved to create pain or drama anyway).
Why is all this coming up now?… perhaps because my birthday is only a few days away and while I’ve chosen to party and celebrate this occasion, I’m also choosing to release the ‘numbers’ which kept me attached to old aging beliefs and patterns that kept me out of the now and assisted in concealing my true awareness of self.
By Sue Norman
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