DO YOU FEEL SAFE IN YOUR ABUNDANCE?... SUE’S CLUES!

This is an area that even tho’ I’ve played with having ’just enough’ in the past, I’ve also created abundantly at times when I’ve been passionate about having or achieving something.

Since I was a child, because my parents played the ‘struggle with abundance’ game, I often wanted to create something beyond that old family belief.

I began consciously creating at about 5 years old when I saw an ice-cream cake that was being raffled for Christmas. It was so unbelievably beautiful and huge, that something inside me instantly claimed it as mine. There was no way I’d let Mum leave the shop without giving me the money to buy a ticket  for myself…

It was the best Christmas lunch ever!!!

From then, over the next few years, I won all manner of things that delighted my child-self from a giant teddy bear to games and show tickets. As a teenager I continued to win things that suited my age then such as a record player, camera, tape deck and a trip to Melbourne as a guest for the glamorous TV Logie awards… I sooo chose that one big time!

The constant motivation here wasn’t just winning stuff… it was being able to own things I truly desired, but was constantly told by my parents that ‘we’ couldn’t afford.

As a young adult, I married into the same ‘struggle with abundance’ mentality I had with my parents. However, I didn’t let it totally drag me down,  I just continued to manifest  things I wanted that I was told by my husband that we couldn’t afford. Having a family changed the type of ‘wins’ I became passionate about. I then won holiday packages to the snow, toys for the kids and new to my creative skills… cash!

When the children grew up and I divorced my husband, winning/receiving cash became my preferred form of gaining abundance as it allowed me to go to more places and explore more delights than if I won ‘something’ that was up for offer. It also allowed me to work only when I chose. I became a ‘more aware’ Master at creating my abundance as I knew more intuitively from within what I was actually choosing rather than needing to see something physically dangling in front of me or choosing something because I was told I couldn’t have it.

The cash came in so many different forms…  often in totally unexpected ways and always timely.

I now live with a partner who chooses as I do to live grandly. No more being told I can’t afford something or playing deeply in the old ‘lack’ game.  There are still moments of ‘concern’ when the little human self can’t quite accept the ‘feeling safe in abundance’ concept even tho’ it’s been witness to the actions so often through my life… but my Self doesn’t get lost there… my Self-breathes with the trust… and my abundance is still growing…

The Crimson Circle have just obtained the abundance for a much desired place to call ‘Home’ for their studio and meeting space. This abundance came in soon after they felt a huge loss of abundance. Adamus asked them to trust and allow Shaumbra to create this space… to create the abundance. There was never a doubt in my mind what was going to occur.

When you make a choice to create and allow it to occur… to trust it to occur, the waves of energy from all the appropriate sources gather together and the creation is born into the physical.  In this case, Shaumbra’s choices to create together were all the appropriate sources of energy and when we came together in the moment, in clear conscious choice… it all came together. This is why Adamus gave us a short time frame, long enough for some to question but not too long that the energy would close in from questioning. This is also why he asked us not to verbalise about the choice to donate… not to put a creation limiting ‘but’ into the creation pool. It didn’t matter if you did or didn’t donate… it only mattered that the energy was consciously clear.

This form of creating isn’t new. I’ve used it many times… it’s the creative art of gratefully allowing others to donate to my lottery wins, my casino wins, my raffle wins… so I could consciously, clearly choose to win it to create my next experience… because I AM safe in my abundance…

  

I wrote this simple sharing to place awareness ‘out there’ for those who don’t feel so safe in their abundance… can you see the clues?… can you see the ‘challenge’... can you see the fun?

Enjoy whatever you choose. :D

Sue Norman

Awakening Castle Hill… Awakening Self

Sue’s Perspective

THE CALL

From the moment Natacha and I chose to go to Castle Hill, many energies came into play that made us realise we were to put out an invitation for others to join us. Eleven people from around New Zealand also felt the call and responded almost immediately.

For the several weeks before our physical journey began, the energetic journey was well under way. Information on a human and divine level came to us constantly through books, channelled art, toning/songs from Waitaha and conscious inner self-awareness.

The core of the information was that it was time to release separation on all levels (masculine and feminine, light and dark etc.), accept all things as they are and embrace self-love in the now moment. Through the total acceptance of self and all things, one comes into the new consciousness and creates the new energy by which they manifest their grander choices. It’s the vibration of the new consciousness that resonates with the energy of Castle Hill and creates an unlocking effect that allows the portal of higher learning that is embodied in the stone structures to flow forth. This energy was placed within this space at the time of creation by us for us. We knew we would open it at the appropriate time, the time when our levels of consciousness, the key, matched the levels required to ‘open the lock’ to shift humanity and the 3^rd dimensional world into the 5^th dimension.

When people open portals it’s usual to close them again behind them, however in this case, it’s time for the portal at Castle Hill to now stay open. This stream of energy flowing across the world will touch each person and wait patiently for each to feel it, embrace it and activate it as they each awaken and step into their enlightenment.

THE JOURNEY

Our physical journey began on Friday 8^th of November 2013. Natacha and I arrived early morning at the Wellington Airport to catch our flight to Castle Hill. Soon after we arrived, we realised all flights were delayed due to heavy fog. I chose not to be caught or play in such potentials as we were committed to our journey. We breathed and allowed. The fog cleared just long enough for the circling plane to land and take off again with us on it.

On arrival at Christchurch we met up with 3 others who had flown from Auckland and Hamilton. Soon after, we began receiving calls that the other 8 members were fogged in at Wellington and flights were cancelled for the rest of the day. After several phone calls, the 8 managed to get in contact with each other (most hadn’t met prior to this journey) and re-organise themselves. Four stayed at the airport on standby and by late afternoon created flights. The other 4 chose to wait until morning.

It was interesting to feel the energies all starting to come together and intensify as each group gradually arrived at Castle Hill. The first weary 4 came in late on the Friday evening and the final 4 arrived at midday on the Saturday. We all finally came together quite intuitively on the Saturday (as there was no mobile signal) at the area known as ‘The Marae’ (the meeting place).

It was wonderful to hear all their stories of how the fog had opened them up in various ways to grander personal awareness and that there were no feelings of frustration or ‘too hard’… just acceptance and allowing their higher choice to manifest.  I felt very honoured to be in the company of such remarkable people. Each person found something within themselves to assist them through this challenge

EXPERIENCING CASTLE HILL

As I mentioned before, our sharing with Castle Hill began when we first made the choice to be there. That sharing intensified greatly as we drove towards our destination and physically saw for the first time in the distance, the unique stone monoliths standing proudly along the ridge of Castle Hill. My  heart leapt as I felt my energies rise, lighten and intensify all at the same time.

We parked the car and excitedly headed up the path towards the energetically carved sculptures. Two beautiful trees stood proudly by the path. They resembled Guardians. As I approached the first one, I was stopped by the presence and asked why I was there. I honoured the guardians and replied that I was on a journey of the heart… they were satisfied and I felt their welcome wash over me. I was then asked why the others were there and I replied they would have to ask them. I felt a playful energy run through me.

I’m not sure it would be possible to share through words all that was experienced over the 3 days at Castle Hill. The intense feelings of peace, comfort, belonging and joy were very obvious to us all. I felt very nurtured and centred within myself. We were also very aware that we were surrounded and guided by spirit at every turn. Each rock and boulder that we sat next to, laid on and shared with seemed to have its own unique vibration and story to impart. There were totems to guide us and images to spark our imaginations and awareness at each turn. One rock had grasses growing on it in the shape of my golden pendant that I had made especially for me a few years ago to signify balance. There was a formation that resembled Quan Yin where I experienced such a depth of self-love and compassion. There were sticks and rock formations in the shape of snakes and serpents that caught my eye constantly, a symbol close to my heart. I found it delightful that when I actually found a large heart shaped rock to lay on and when I looked around, it was next to a large, long rock shaped as a serpent. We shared a great deal on awakening and transformation.

Even the passing cloud formations seem to be sharing stories and potentials with us as the sun and the wind shaped then and gave them added dimensions. Every experience was enhanced even more by the constant and delightful song of the Sky Lark. As it flew high into the air in full song you could feel the shift of energies spiralling around it and within self as it led you from one experience/awakening to another.

While the lower areas of Castle Hill, held so much to experience and were relatively easy to climb around, it was the formations up the hillside and across the ridge that called to many of us very strongly. The area along the ridge is said to be the place of higher learning and when one felt ready they would make that journey. The climb was steep and demanding. At regular intervals there were large stones which emanated various energies that could be tapped into. In a way they resembled chakras and our journey took us from the base chakra to the crown chakras and the expanded knowledge. Each of these chakra stones offered a specific energy and rest spot for you to reflect on your climb in the quest for higher learning.  

While I felt various energies and minor shifts from the various rocks on our climb, it was the heart chakra stone that had the greatest affect. As soon as I sat down next to it, I felt my heart pounding beyond the intensity from the climb. It was a penetrating and very physical feeling which was extremely uncomfortable. After about 10 minutes of breathing, the sensation lessened and I realised I’d had a heart opening. It was like spiritual surgery that opened and strengthened my heart on all levels.  

Once we reached the ridge, the energy changed again. For me it was like breathing in in a whole new way. The tiredness of the climb fell away as I took everything in. The view in all directions was so beautiful, but it’s not what had my attention. Actually I’m not sure anything did… it was more like I was just a part of the whole space… of everything. Nothing was individual or separate. I remembered back to what spirit had said the underlying motivation of this journey was before we left… it was to release the separation and to embrace acceptance of all things.

In a way, walking around and feeling into and sharing with all the rocks on the ridge of castle Hill was like coming Home… the journey back to self… remembering the truth of self.

The higher learning that was there to be accepted/opened is the acceptance of the truth of you. Once you accept self, you can then accept all things and all peoples as they are. It’s in the release of separation and judgement and through the acceptance of all things that balance comes to all of Creation. As that balance is felt, you and All That Is expand into the new consciousness.

THE JOURNEY CONTINUES WITHIN

It’s been 3 weeks since we left Castle Hill. I’ve not written about the trip until now because the experience is still creating shifts within and grand changes are flowing into my life on all levels. I’m very consciously aware that a much deeper, clearer ‘knowing’ has awakened within me. I’ve always been one to consciously expand myself and release limitations as they appear… but what I feel now is so much deeper. My senses both human and divine have expanded and when I breathe I truly feel all things are open to me with no limitation, I truly feel that I AM THAT IAM.

   Journey into Self: New Zealand ‘Quake’ Meditation 

This meditation was created to assist awareness of this land and its relationship to the self as we are experiencing huge and wonderful shifts together at this time of the new consciousness and new energy integration and expansion.

Since sharing this meditation in our group last night, for the first time in 7 days of continual quake activity (every 10 minutes for most of the past days) today has had very few minor readings and none now for the past 6 hours.

In this visualization we liken the journey of travelling up and down NZ to a journey up and down our own physical self…. chakra to chakra. We also recognise our state of separation which we know as the masculine/feminine, yin/yang, positive/negative, duality in the land and in the self.

I invite you to breathe… breathe long, lovingly and deeply into your belly… into your core… allow yourself to slowly meld and melt into self.

We begin our journey at the furthest point in the North Island… at Cape Reinga… Imagine yourself at the Cape… the crown chakra of NZ, while at the same time feeling it in your own crown…

Slowly we move south to Lake Taupo… this area is seen/ felt as the country’s throat chakra… an energy centre of communication… a volcanic and thermal lake…. I invite you to feel this space in your own throat… feel the activity… feel your voice and truth come forth.

Continuing our walk, we wander down to the bottom of the South Island and into the heart centre in the middle of the Cook Straight…  still breathing and feeling the journey in our own physical bodies.

Take another deep conscious breath… while part of our energies stay in the Heart centre,  we also allow our awareness to expand to the most southern point of the South Island.

Slowly walking up from the base of the island, we come to Lake Tekapo. This glacial lake is the emotional centre of NZ… Allow yourself to feel the energy in your own belly, your own emotional centre. I invite you to breathe in and allow your emotions and your fears to release and come into balance.. It’s just a choice on the breath.

Breathing consciously still, we walk further north up the South Island heading to the Heart in the Cook Straight.

At the Heart I invite you to breathe and meld fully with self… breathing with your heart centre and also feeling the breath in the heart centre of NZ.

While you have felt the chakras in the land and within self, you may also have become aware that the North Island represents the masculine and the South Island the feminine… similar to the separation created by duality that you have experienced in your life since before physical time began.

In this wonderful time of change, of the divine self coming into the physical, of the shift into the 5^th dimension, we realise that we no longer need to experience separation in any form any more.

Our chakras are blending and coming into the One Chakra and the separation we called duality is also being released as we allow our divine self to integrate with our physical human self and blend together in the dance of total integration of total self-acceptance… the dance of our enlightenment… our ascension. As you release separation and come into the heart… so the county loses its separation of being two islands and becomes one united county.

Breathing consciously, I invite you to feel the energies shifting in the heart of the land. When we created this planet, this land, we planted energies in specific spaces that would come forth at the time humanity would leap into their divine human status/5^th dimensional awareness. These energies would be released only when humanity had brought itself to the vibration of the divine human. Our divine human vibration acts like a key which open the new energies that have been waiting for us since time began… we are now at that vibrational level and the energies over the past week have been coming forth in response to us… not to destroy, not to create fear, but to assist us in our magnificent journey in being all that we are… in being the I AM.

Breathing into this feeling, this awareness…  I invite you now, as you experience yourself ‘standing’ in the heart centre of self and of the land. Can you feel yourself as the ‘key’?

Breathe…. As you recognise yourself as the key opening this new energy expansion, you may feel the energies coming up through the ground like a pillar of light… you are standing in the middle of this pillar of light…

Now, I invite you to also feel the divine energies coming down from the heavens in a similar pillar of light.

Breathe… when the two pillars of light come together, when they meet in your heart centre, there’s and explosion of blended light energies and that new energy shoots out to shine across the whole land and beyond…. Breathe…

By Sue Norman with support from the Lemurian Council.

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Embrace Your Changes

Most relationship conflicts arise simply because one, both or more people in a relationship won’t let the other(s) change. 

Relationships are repeatedly established through need not love. They are generally based upon long term negative energy patterns and emotional games… games that keep one or more persons’ small. One person is usually dominant, controlling, abusive and needs to feed off others. Their ‘victims’ usually display poor me behaviours and allow the pattern to continue. This isn’t to say all relationships are deeply negative, but they usually have some degree of this patterning because it’s the most common and most time tested pattern underlying mass consciousness. In other words, we accept it usually without question because… well, after all, most people do it!

Supporting each other’s self-lacking behaviour is often the bond that keeps people together and not the love they profess to be sharing. Love has no feeding behaviours… love is accepting of self and others for where they are in the moment. They set up elaborate feeding programs so that when one person wants to stop playing and step into their own energy, the other knows how to prevent them. The usual blocking phrase is, “You think you’ve changed!... you haven’t changed a bit”.

That phrase is specifically used to make the victim feel small again. It sets up conflict between what the person is choosing and feeling and what their partner/friend/parent/teacher/colleague is telling them because it’s been human nature to believe others rather than self. The victim will then usually feels deeply saddened that they couldn’t rise above the old views of self, gives their energy away again, and the old game continues. Sometimes the game will change pattern if the feeding is weakened. We have a myriad of designs to keep ourselves in old behavioural patterns.

This behaviour isn’t wrong; it’s just a fact that since time began, people have assisted each other in exploring little human behaviours and patterns in this manner. But, in this time of total new consciousness and acceptance, we are all feeling the deep inner desire to step out of these old confining behaviours and thoughts and step into our divine human status. The beautiful thing is, once you make the choice to step out of these old patterns now, the new energy kicks in and assists you to manifest your choice in ways you couldn’t in the past. The time to embrace change IS NOW!

It takes courage to feel that there’s a different way to live. It takes self-belief to make the choice to change and stay in that change. It takes a strong heart to say “I don’t care if you don’t choose to see who I am now… I don’t care if you can’t see past the past… I can… I am!”

As you shed your old self and release the old patterns, your relationship will change because they can’t continue to create drama with you if you don’t join in. They will either change with you or seek others to join in with their energy games. Losing friends or partners is difficult… but it’s more difficult to stay with them. As I’ve gone through all my changes on my journey to enlightenment many of my relationships have fallen by the way side… only to bring in clearer more loving ones… and many have also changed with me. There’s no more missing out or ‘poor me’ or need to control… you simply release the games and come into self-love… that’s all the ‘energy’ you will ever need to fuel your divine human life.

By Sue Norman with love and honour