DO YOU FEEL SAFE IN YOUR ABUNDANCE?... SUE’S CLUES!

This is an area that even tho’ I’ve played with having ’just enough’ in the past, I’ve also created abundantly at times when I’ve been passionate about having or achieving something.

Since I was a child, because my parents played the ‘struggle with abundance’ game, I often wanted to create something beyond that old family belief.

I began consciously creating at about 5 years old when I saw an ice-cream cake that was being raffled for Christmas. It was so unbelievably beautiful and huge, that something inside me instantly claimed it as mine. There was no way I’d let Mum leave the shop without giving me the money to buy a ticket  for myself…

It was the best Christmas lunch ever!!!

From then, over the next few years, I won all manner of things that delighted my child-self from a giant teddy bear to games and show tickets. As a teenager I continued to win things that suited my age then such as a record player, camera, tape deck and a trip to Melbourne as a guest for the glamorous TV Logie awards… I sooo chose that one big time!

The constant motivation here wasn’t just winning stuff… it was being able to own things I truly desired, but was constantly told by my parents that ‘we’ couldn’t afford.

As a young adult, I married into the same ‘struggle with abundance’ mentality I had with my parents. However, I didn’t let it totally drag me down,  I just continued to manifest  things I wanted that I was told by my husband that we couldn’t afford. Having a family changed the type of ‘wins’ I became passionate about. I then won holiday packages to the snow, toys for the kids and new to my creative skills… cash!

When the children grew up and I divorced my husband, winning/receiving cash became my preferred form of gaining abundance as it allowed me to go to more places and explore more delights than if I won ‘something’ that was up for offer. It also allowed me to work only when I chose. I became a ‘more aware’ Master at creating my abundance as I knew more intuitively from within what I was actually choosing rather than needing to see something physically dangling in front of me or choosing something because I was told I couldn’t have it.

The cash came in so many different forms…  often in totally unexpected ways and always timely.

I now live with a partner who chooses as I do to live grandly. No more being told I can’t afford something or playing deeply in the old ‘lack’ game.  There are still moments of ‘concern’ when the little human self can’t quite accept the ‘feeling safe in abundance’ concept even tho’ it’s been witness to the actions so often through my life… but my Self doesn’t get lost there… my Self-breathes with the trust… and my abundance is still growing…

The Crimson Circle have just obtained the abundance for a much desired place to call ‘Home’ for their studio and meeting space. This abundance came in soon after they felt a huge loss of abundance. Adamus asked them to trust and allow Shaumbra to create this space… to create the abundance. There was never a doubt in my mind what was going to occur.

When you make a choice to create and allow it to occur… to trust it to occur, the waves of energy from all the appropriate sources gather together and the creation is born into the physical.  In this case, Shaumbra’s choices to create together were all the appropriate sources of energy and when we came together in the moment, in clear conscious choice… it all came together. This is why Adamus gave us a short time frame, long enough for some to question but not too long that the energy would close in from questioning. This is also why he asked us not to verbalise about the choice to donate… not to put a creation limiting ‘but’ into the creation pool. It didn’t matter if you did or didn’t donate… it only mattered that the energy was consciously clear.

This form of creating isn’t new. I’ve used it many times… it’s the creative art of gratefully allowing others to donate to my lottery wins, my casino wins, my raffle wins… so I could consciously, clearly choose to win it to create my next experience… because I AM safe in my abundance…

  

I wrote this simple sharing to place awareness ‘out there’ for those who don’t feel so safe in their abundance… can you see the clues?… can you see the ‘challenge’... can you see the fun?

Enjoy whatever you choose. :D

Sue Norman

Self-Love

Heart2Heart receive many questions on countless topics. The most common are to do with abundance, relationships, health and the inability to create in the physical the lifestyle they feel in their hearts.

The answer to all these questions is the same… Self-love.

Since we left ‘Home/All that is’ and journeyed through this experience called duality, we’ve looked outside of ourselves to find love, abundance, health, security and just about every other need we ever felt including, abuse, pain, detachment and depression. This outward seeking over the lifetimes has led us on amazing adventures through which we’ve gained extensive awareness of who we/God is/isn’t.

In this awesome time of new consciousness and new energy, we are finally beginning to feel and realise that we have within ourselves, all the answers and capabilities we were previously seeking from outside of self. Everything you need to create and live a grand, expansive, aware and balanced lifestyle is truly within you.

We’ve spent so much of our past looking outward and trusting others beliefs over our own, that it can seem alien to now allow yourself to look within and trust self. It takes time to release the old entrenched behaviours and gain self-trust, but the struggle is lessened as we realise and accept all the new energies are here in this lifetime to assist us in our magnificent transition into our divinehuman status.

I can honestly say from personal experience that when I came into self-love, the partner beyond my dreams came into my life through ways I never expected. When I came into self-love and accepted true abundance, I received my abundance on all levels. When I came into self-love and accepted my body could heal itself and allowed it, my body healed itself. When I came into self-love and let my divine nature dance with my human self, illusions became reality and reality became illusions. When I came into self-love I saw there was no right or wrong, just experience, my judgements fell away and joy danced in its place. When I came into self-love and accepted myself and all people and all things as they are in the now… I found freedom on all levels.

 

The question we usually hear when we share our awareness of self-love is, ‘But, how do I love myself?’

By doing exactly what we were taught by society and religion not to do… to love yourself more than anyone or anything! You must be the most important person in your ‘world’ to change your ‘world’.

Are you feeling any anxious feelings or deep irritations from that statement?... If you are, that’s your past life behaviour patterns of looking outside of yourself throwing a fearful tantrum… asking you not to do it differently, not to be selfish, not to trust this thing called self-love.

In truth, you can’t give anything to anyone else if you don’t first have it within yourself. Self-love is not selfish, it’s selfless. The wonderful side effect of self-love is that you automatically become a ‘Standard’ for humanity and spirit alike. The grand and creative potentials you generate from loving self are the same potentials you place in front of humanity for them to leap into if and when they choose. As more people fall into self-love and radiate out to the world, a domino effect is created allowing the awakening of humanity to occur at a rapid pace.

I could say, ‘Trust me it works!’… but I can only say that to myself… and because I do trust and love myself, I’ve seen situations and people around me go through grand changes in ways I never before thought possible.

I’m not going to sugar coat it, the truth is, moving into self-love is deeply challenging, confusing and heart aching as you begin to let go of who you thought you were. It’s particularly difficult to release the old patterns you have with children and those you love deeply. You feel as if you’re deserting them, as if it’s wrong to love self more than them. These are your great challenges, but in truth as you love self more, you’re allowing yourself to love them beyond the old karmic and ancestral patterns which release them also and gives them new clear potentials to embrace if they choose. Releasing my daughter was the hardest for me. It led to a lot of deep emotional unravelling. In my heart I knew no greater gift to give her than the freedom from old patterns and the awareness of self-love. At times it was difficult to stay in that self-love as I missed having her around… but in my core I knew that if I did, it would benefit her in the grandest ways. Now, with a warm heart, I can say we have a new acceptance in our relationship which continues to expand.

It takes courage to make the choice to be all that you are and step out of the old mass consciousness quagmire. There are many times you feel you want to give in and hide within an old behaviour, addiction or drama. There are times you feel you want to die, and in a sense you do, yet you stay in your body and breathe and transform and emerge like a butterfly with a new expanded awareness of self.

Then there are days you wake up and you can’t put your finger on it, but you know you’ve changed… you feel ‘lighter’, a little hollow, a little unsure. You realise deep within that you’ve stepped through something, released something and you know it’s wonderful even tho you may not be able to understand what it is in your mind. So much of the old illusion of who you thought you were fades and you start to hear a new voice in your heart… your voice. From that moment you realise joy and freedom are now foremost in your feelings rather than the old fears and challenges. From that moment, the challenges are less potent and you find you move past the old issues with very little game-playing or without engaging at all. You also become aware that yes, the universe is supporting you in your choice to be all that you are… and the journey into self continues with more ease and excitement than trepidation.

Self-love is self-acceptance in the now moment... from there, Anything IS Possible!

  

By Sue Norman

Trust

As I had been having another run in with my dark aspect a couple of weeks ago and having trouble shaking it off again, I asked Adamus to come and breathe with me yesterday which was very grounding and he also gave me some advice that I thought I’d pass on.. not that it isn’t anything we haven’t heard before but the reminder was helpful to me and maybe it is to you too.

He said: can you trust that everything is absolutely perfect just as it is? That it’s all just an experience? ..But I don’t like the experience!.. then choose another one and trust that everything will work out just fine.

It’s not that profound but it made me realise that instead of struggling to release the grip of this aspect, all that was really required was just a change in perception and my attitude, and TRUST that everything will be just fine.

Which brings me to my favourite topic at the moment.. TRUST! For me this is really the crux of what we are doing here, or the ‘secret’ as someone was asking me recently. Trust isn’t just a concept; it is a feeling, an experience. It is being able to so absolutely relax and surrender into yourself because you totally trust that everything is just perfect and in divine order. It is not needing to hold up any energetic walls to protect yourself or to project your energy to force your will. While you are struggling to make your life what you think it should be, you’re not trusting and you’re not allowing the energies to flow, because you’re holding everything in so tightly. As you allow yourself to surrender into you, into life, you allow your energy to naturally expand and be in a state of receiving instead of pushing and blocking.

Can you open to yourself so completely that you have no fear of anything.. even the dark aspects? Can you trust that everything around you is in perfect divine order? Can you trust that YOU are perfect and having just the right experiences for you at this moment? And if you don’t like the experience just choose a different one and TRUST that all will unfold as it should. It is all just a change of perception!

By Natacha Anthoni

Heart2Heart On Abundance

Question: What I would really wish you could answer is the abundance issue. How an Ascended Master finds the money to buy the big house, the nice clothes, the good car, the tickets and the hotel for a trip to a spa, the furniture, the visits to the hair salon etc.

Adamus said the money that will come through an inheritance or an abundance manifestation in our life, we should invest in ourselves. What he means by that? Buy things to make us happier or use the money to start a small business? And what business would be that? I'm very puzzled about the matter of employment and money because I don't see how the money is going to find me if I don't act. How many people have to die so that I get richer? :o))))

Ok, I will inherit a house from my parents but I don’t want them to die. I want cash, so how a jobless ascended Master manifests the big, nice things just by doing alchemy and breathing in the potentials? We have to do a workshop, offer a service and do something, right?  Money will grow in his garden? Will he need a job or a service whatever to earn money or every time he needs it, a pay check will arrive. But how this miracle is going to happen and how the synchronicities work when you stay in the house all day and just enjoy being without moving your finger? I'm still wondering, not sure how the money will appear but I totally agree that most jobs are pure slavery and an Ascended Master should be free of this crap. Can I have money without working or I have to do something out there? Conclusion is: you have to do something.

Sue Norman: Conclusion is… you have to get out of your head and release the questions! Trust that you are already abundant and allow… that’s really doing something!

The first thing to accept is that you are already abundant. Your feelings/illusions of lack of abundance are just created for your human experience. Have you had enough of the experience of lack yet? If so, then make a new choice to embrace your abundance on all levels (not just finances) and in this amazing new energy, let that choice go free to create itself without any if’s, but’s or maybe’s. Then you just get on with your day in total acceptance of your abundance. If thoughts come in attached to a lack of abundance, just tell yourself that you don’t play that game anymore and let the thought go. The old thoughts gradually transform by themselves when you don’t play with them.

People keep their abundance separate from them by wanting to know how, when, where and why the abundance is coming from rather than just trusting it’s already there. The human mind has such a limited perception of how money can come in eg jobs, inheritance, lottery… The divine self has no limitations just a huge pool of new, untapped potentials for you to choose from.

Adamus asks you to invest in yourself. He invites you to love yourself unconditionally, to make grand choices not little human choices and then allow the abundance to flow in to match your grand choice. Your life is about you… invest in you! It’s your play, your stage, how abundantly will you design the sets and write the acts? And then when you choose to love yourself and let yourself be all that you are, a beautifully designed by-product develops where everyone can benefit from your ‘shining’, radiating, standard example.

As for material possessions, you don’t have to have a huge home in the best suburb or a flash car and nice clothes… but you know you can if you choose. I have these things now after a lifetime of ‘just enough’ and they’re great fun, but my real joy is what I feel within myself for myself… the love, the acceptance, the trust and the freedom on all levels. That’s real abundance and it has no price tag, it can’t be bought. You don’t need to seek your abundance because it’s already within you… you have that abundance just as you have the self-love, just as you have your ascension…. It’s all within you, it always was.

Then on the human side you say, “But there are still bills to pay and food to buy!” Yes there are and since I chose to stay in the physical I too have these ‘bills’. Personally, I don’t even think about them. I know they’re there, I accept that’s a part of human life and living so I just trust my abundance to balance it all out. I’ve got so much more to enjoy and play with and create without needing to focus on all the little human things.

True manifestation of abundance is based on just accepting and trusting your abundance is there and allowing it to manifest in the most appropriate way, which is usually outside the realms of basic human comprehension. Take internet banking and shopping; money spends more time these days being sent through the air on electronic energy waves. You actually have very little contact with actual physical money. Tap into that energy wave, put your hand up and direct some of that energy to you. Another game is to just choose money to ‘multiply’ in your purse. I never count my money, but I always have plenty in my purse. How many times have you gone to your wallet/purse and been surprised at money you didn’t know you had? You are an alchemist whether you accept it or not and so often you do little things to keep reminding self of that… then self often hands the praises over to ‘coincidence’.

Years back after my husband left me, I went to the government to assist me financially in raising my children. That was wonderful for a period as it allowed me space to ‘get my head together’. In time that assistance became controlling and abusive as most government institutions are. I still remember the inner shift I had when I went to the Government and told then I no longer wanted to trade handouts to seek jobs I would never choose to do. I also remember how they fought to keep me on their books and stay caught in their control. From that day of release, my healing/counselling/art therapy business suddenly took off and I never needed another’s assistance again… I always had enough.

Then the day came when I no longer wanted to just ‘have enough’. Soon after, my elderly Mother passed over and yes, there was inheritance, but I didn’t spend it as I still didn’t know how to handle abundance.  I was still caught in ‘just enough’. It wasn’t until my trip to Bali (that I wrote of previously 13-10-2012) that I realised abundance, wealth, was just a perception.

My inheritance sat there relatively untouched for quite a while. I still created enough abundance for my chosen lifestyle and I often wondered why so much money was there for me and what I would give myself. As the interest rose, so did my acceptance of abundance. Then the day of my deep self-acceptance and awareness finally came. With very little thought, I chose to leave my life as I knew it, and move to a new country to be with my new partner in a wonderfully grand home with grand car in a most beautiful setting that had in it all I’d ever wished for. None of this was by chance… it was all there and it all just fell into place magically for Natacha and I simply from our choice to be all that we are.

On the subject of inheritance, you know the potential is there for you, but you push it away by stating you don’t want your parents to die. I didn’t want my parents to die either but it was their choice and I know they are so very happy that they were able to assist me in becoming who I AM. (I’ve been in contact with my Mum often since she passed).  We all die… many times! Your choice to allow your inheritance to come in doesn’t mean you’re signing their death certificate! 

  As for work, well right now I’m just enjoying living and getting to know me, my partner, my new country and my new freedom more clearly. However, I know the time will come when I will want to do more… I feel the passion building already. But ‘work’ is not what I choose. I choose to enjoy what I do whether it’s working in a place of business with others or expanding my own business. I’m past doing things for money, but I’m also past doing things for no payment. What I’m doing here typing now has great ‘payment’ as what I’m typing teaches me more about me and perhaps it may even assist another… perhaps even you? So, whether you see work as work just to earn a wage or as a joy or new adventure, it’s up to you. Anything can be fun if that’s how you choose to perceive it. Then of course, it’s all just an experience and you can change that anytime you choose.

One last point… Removing the illusion of timeframes is also important in creating abundance. Be in the now… You ARE abundant now... you always were.

By Sue Norman