This is an area that even tho’ I’ve played with having ’just enough’ in the past, I’ve also created abundantly at times when I’ve been passionate about having or achieving something.
Since I was a child, because my parents played the ‘struggle
with abundance’ game, I often wanted to create something beyond that old family
belief.
I began consciously creating at about 5 years old when I saw
an ice-cream cake that was being raffled for Christmas. It was so unbelievably
beautiful and huge, that something inside me instantly claimed it as mine. There
was no way I’d let Mum leave the shop without giving me the money to buy a
ticket for myself…
It was the best Christmas lunch ever!!!
From then, over the next few years, I won all manner of
things that delighted my child-self from a giant teddy bear to games and show
tickets. As a teenager I continued to win things that suited my age then such
as a record player, camera, tape deck and a trip to Melbourne as a guest for
the glamorous TV Logie awards… I sooo chose that one big time!
The constant motivation here wasn’t just winning stuff… it
was being able to own things I truly desired, but was constantly told by my
parents that ‘we’ couldn’t afford.
As a young adult, I married into the same ‘struggle with
abundance’ mentality I had with my parents. However, I didn’t let it totally drag
me down, I just continued to manifest things I wanted that I was told by my husband
that we couldn’t afford. Having a family changed the type of ‘wins’ I became
passionate about. I then won holiday packages to the snow, toys for the kids
and new to my creative skills… cash!
When the children grew up and I divorced my husband,
winning/receiving cash became my preferred form of gaining abundance as it
allowed me to go to more places and explore more delights than if I won
‘something’ that was up for offer. It also allowed me to work only when I
chose. I became a ‘more aware’ Master at creating my abundance as I knew more
intuitively from within what I was actually choosing rather than needing to see
something physically dangling in front of me or choosing something because I
was told I couldn’t have it.
The cash came in so many different forms… often in totally unexpected ways and always
timely.
I now live with a partner who chooses as I do to live
grandly. No more being told I can’t afford something or playing deeply in the
old ‘lack’ game. There are still moments
of ‘concern’ when the little human self can’t quite accept the ‘feeling safe in
abundance’ concept even tho’ it’s been witness to the actions so often through
my life… but my Self doesn’t get lost there… my Self-breathes with the trust…
and my abundance is still growing…
The Crimson Circle have just obtained the abundance for a
much desired place to call ‘Home’ for their studio and meeting space. This
abundance came in soon after they felt a huge loss of abundance. Adamus asked
them to trust and allow Shaumbra to create this space… to create the abundance.
There was never a doubt in my mind what was going to occur.
When you make a choice to create and allow it to occur… to
trust it to occur, the waves of energy from all the appropriate sources gather
together and the creation is born into the physical. In this case, Shaumbra’s choices to create
together were all the appropriate sources of energy and when we came together
in the moment, in clear conscious choice… it all came together. This is why
Adamus gave us a short time frame, long enough for some to question but not too
long that the energy would close in from questioning. This is also why he asked
us not to verbalise about the choice to donate… not to put a creation limiting
‘but’ into the creation pool. It didn’t matter if you did or didn’t donate… it
only mattered that the energy was consciously clear.
This form of creating isn’t new. I’ve used it many times…
it’s the creative art of gratefully allowing others to donate to my lottery
wins, my casino wins, my raffle wins… so I could consciously, clearly choose to
win it to create my next experience… because I AM safe in my abundance…
I wrote this simple sharing to place awareness ‘out there’
for those who don’t feel so safe in their abundance… can you see the clues?…
can you see the ‘challenge’... can you see the fun?
Enjoy whatever you choose. :D
Sue Norman
Sue Norman
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