Friday, 12 December 2014

WILL THE REAL PARKING ANGEL STEP UP?

by Sue Norman


I often hear people talk about their ‘Parking Angels’ (PA) and how when they jump into their car and drive off to their destination, they ask their PA for a suitable park. There’s little surprise when they arrive at the shops, or wherever they are headed, that someone pulls out of a park just in time for them to cheerfully pull in. They may also feel a little bit special because they have their own PA.


There are those who ‘scoff’ at this form of creation and spend their precious ‘shopping time’ driving around in circles cursing the cars who pull into a park ahead of them when they were most definitely there first. Many shopping areas have a high rate of ‘Parking Rage’ because people generally believe that they will struggle to get a park in a busy area. Some people simply don’t go out on a weekend because they ‘know’ they won’t get a park.

Yet, for those who do believe, their Parking Angel is a wonderful and magical part of their lives. They trust their PA to come through each time, and it usually does. If it doesn’t, a suitable excuse can be found, such as “someone needed it more.”

Whether they steer into their park or not, for a PA believer it’s more than just about parking, it’s a sign that there is ‘more’ to life, ‘more’ out there than just coincidence. It’s a clear indication that there is a world beyond the physical where Angels hear you and assist you.

While I believe in Angels and chat with them often about all manner of things, I personally have a different ‘take’ on PA’s.  For me, I know that when I choose to drive somewhere I’ll naturally get a park, not because an Angel assists me, but because it’s simply a part of my choice to drive somewhere.

As soon as you choose to experience or create something, energy naturally attaches to that choice and creates an energetic path that flows to the completion of the experience you chose. It’s the natural ‘rule’ of creation. For example, today I chose to drive into the heart of the city to shop at a particular store. I knew that when I made my choice to drive to the city that someone would also be making the choice to leave and the timeframes would coincide so that as they left, I would pull into their park. It was late morning on a Saturday close to Christmas, so there were many cars searching for parks. I confidently drove straight into ‘my park’ right outside the shop I chose to be at.

My parking success didn’t occur because I asked someone/something outside of myself to create for me, it’s because I understand that I am my own creator. I create all that I experience in my life and I let the energies serve me in the manifestation of my choices.The only way that my creations won’t occur is if I “If’ and “But” over my choice. As soon as you doubt yourself, the energy pathway you created dissolves. Stay in trust of yourself.

So, the next time you go driving, make a choice to accept that you will be creating your own park simply from your choice to be somewhere. Creating the park is just a natural ending to your choice to be somewhere.


Now, how empowering does it feel to be consciously aware that you are your own Parking Angel? 

Tuesday, 18 November 2014

THE CALL OF THE NEW LAND… THE CALL OF THE HEART

Channelled and written by Sue Norman


Chapter 1

One thing I’ve really enjoyed about my current lifetime is my ability to trust my inner voice and follow my heart. Doing so brings me awareness on so many expanded levels and takes me on experiences beyond the everyday human experiences. 

On these journeys, I’m always accompanied by spirit who delight in showing me the grander ‘pictures’ of what’s actually happening, or in linear terms, what has happened in the past and for what reason. In a sense it’s like having ‘google’ open all the time in your consciousness, though sometimes the answers arrive before the question. Sometimes I leap through timelines and actually find myself walking in another time and place witnessing firsthand what transpired weeks, years or centuries ago.

While this is a wonderful and often joyful way to experience and understand life and All That Is, it can have moments of great sadness if I allow myself to get caught in the negative energies of the presenting experience.

As I’m living in this 3D world in a physical body, at times I find it difficult to separate myself from the pain held by others whether it’s of the individual or deeply intertwined through ancient cultures and lands. Generally I don’t get caught in the emotions as I’m very aware it’s not mine, however, there is the odd occasion that the energy to be released is so deep and so dark that I find it difficult to separate myself from what’s occurring around me.

Such a time transpired last weekend.

Before I leap into that experience, I’d like to take you back about 8 months to a trip I made previously to the Pureora forest in the North Island. As I walked around the forest feeling into the beautiful space, I became aware I would find my new ‘stick’ there. I’d left my previous walking stick back in Australia when I moved to NZ two and a half years ago so I was quite excited about the prospect of receiving a new one.

Being aware that you don’t find anything through expectation or desire, I just kept wandering and enjoying all the forest had to share with me knowing and trusting that I would recognise the stick when I came across it.

It wasn’t until near the end of my wanderings that I felt its presence. It was off the track and quite well hidden by the underbrush and ferns, yet the vibration in my heart was a clear indicator it was there. I felt such joy on retrieving my new friend and that joy was enhanced even more by the two little fantails that appeared dancing and singing around my head in celebration. I so enjoyed cleaning it up and sanding back the rough bits ready for when I felt it was time to ‘adorn’ it with appropriate energy embellishment or carvings of its choice.

Last weekend I returned to Pureora forest. Four days before I returned, my stick, which had stayed in its ‘naked’ state for the past 8 months, began to ‘chat’ with me. It wanted to be carved. It asked me to carve a spiral up the full length of the stick. At the base it began as a thin spiral and grew broader as it spiralled its way to the top where I was asked to carve a flame… a flame of transformation.

Needless to say the energy we created that day was amazing…. My stick had transformed into a ‘working tool’, but for what? I released my curiosity as it served no purpose in the creation. I trusted that all would occur in the appropriate moment.

We left for the Pureora forest on Friday 31st October. On our way there, we decided to first re-visit Lake Rotopounamu near the bottom of Lake Taupo. As we walked around the lake and shared our expanded hearts and gifts, we were in return honoured by the Lake itself. Out of nowhere came a singular gust of wind creating a perfect koru water spray several meters tall. Our hearts leaped at the sight. We’d never seen anything like it. (Several days after returning home I accidently stumbled across information declaring Lake Rotopounamu as one of the four main spinning vortexes in the world. There are four great vortices on the Earth body, two yang areas north of the equator which regulate the masculine elements of fire and air; and two yin centres in the southern feminine hemisphere which govern water and earth. These four spinner wheels are able to revolve in either direction, according to circumstances. This tendency to powerfully spin results in these four circles having greater maximum radii – up to 1746 miles – than the driver wheel earth chakras. These four areas should be regarded as equal in status to the seven chakras. Here are the cardinal centres for these circles: Earth: Table Mountain, Cape Town, South Africa Water: Rotopounamu, North Island, New Zealand Air: Great Pyramid, Mt. Sinai, and the Mount of Olives Fire: Haleakala Crater, Maui, Hawaii. The natural flow for this spinner wheel in NZ is in an anti-clockwise direction. Rotopounamu is the lake of the second emerald stone which defines the centre of the world water vortex. Green is symbolic of the heart.  http://earthchakras.org/Vortices-Wheels.php).


Finally, as we arrived at Pureora forest Lodge, we were joyfully greeted by several Kereru flying past our car.  The native wood-pigeon often reveals itself to us… it represents trust. 

As I mentioned previously, we began our journey on Friday 31st October. This date is often referred to as Halloween or "All Hallows' Eve" and carries an interesting energy. It’s a time when people in numerous countries and religions around the world remember the dead. This acknowledgement stirs up deep emotions and brings forth spirit that have yet to find peace and balance as well as the energy of past events that have caused great pain in individuals, communities and countries. That’s a great deal of unrest and turbulent energies to be flowing through mass consciousness in one evening.

It was raining outside on that first night and the 28 people who were attending the weekend were all ‘locked’ in together for the evening. When you have so many people from so many various spiritual backgrounds and beliefs, the energy is always quite intense… then you add a mass conscious energy such as Halloween and things begin to happen.

For me personally, it was a sleepless night of tears, anger, fear, pain and abuse. I had a multitude of energies coming in and out of my consciousness with stories that were so confusing that for most of the night I had no understanding at all of who was there or what I was seeing and feeling.

By the morning, I was tired, emotional, angry and distressed. I kept breathing trying to understand what was happening in and around me. I felt like I was in a story book where the pages and the different tales were all mixed up and confused. I felt a bit like Alice in Wonderland. I tried to explain to Natacha what I was experiencing, yet the tears interlaced with anger and frustrations that were coming through me were making it difficult. My behaviour just seemed irrational. Finally, as I denied any of this was mine the weight began to lift from my heart.

Amongst the mishmash of stories I was experiencing, glimpses of clarity started to come in and I was able to determine that some were from Waitaha and some were Maori. It was all quite confusing still, but the essence of the story I was being shown was the destruction of the Waitaha nation by the Maori.

Since I’m an Australian relatively new to New Zealand, I have little knowledge of such past events. I have however ‘worked’ on deep spiritual levels with the Australian Aboriginals and white Australians in the releasing of deep and multi layered  issues in both the peoples and the land for the past 18 years. I came to New Zealand when the energies I was working with in Australia finally came to a place of balance and the Aboriginal spirits I was used to sharing with left and in their place appeared Maori and Waitaha spirits. I was being invited to walk New Zealand with an open heart. When one walks a space with an open heart, it assists the energies to come back into balance. Old energies and dogma and ceremonies can be released and humanity can walk together in balance with each other and the land. This after all is the time that spirit calls the new Era of the Divine Human… the Era of the new consciousness, an era when all the past can be healed and brought into the now by a loving and accepting heart… everything is changing.

To continue my story of the weekend in Pureora, that first morning we all ventured into the forest. I wanted to get to the trees and just wander by myself and listen to what was occurring in and around me. I was becoming even more agitated by the rituals that we were being asked to adhere to. I found myself wandering to places we were warned not to go near. I just breathed with them allowing all the energies to balance around me. There were a lot of layers to be released which had been placed there from old rituals. The area just needed to breathe and so did I. Finally I went off by myself in the opposite direction to the others and I began to balance more deeply as the birds started to come around me. I was surprised by the lack of birds in the forest until then.

After my wander through the forest, I went back to the lodge and sat outside by myself playing my drum. I felt better, but none the wiser to what had been occurring around me.

That afternoon, we all went to the Temple of the Four Winds. I’ve been there twice before and never felt much past the energy layers placed there by old ritual. Again I felt a deep irritation as we were asked to follow old Maori traditions. (I will add that while the old rituals irritated me, it didn’t diminish my heart felt honour for the true space.)

As we approached the temple in our dutiful file, I began to see the layers of limitation and control which in a sense locked the clear energies in. I felt the original energy sitting there…  waiting.

There were 6 layers of limitation, all working and linking together to limit the natural flow.  I stepped back from the group so I could see and feel more clearly… in a sense I stepped out of the field of limitations to see clearly.

Once the ceremony was over and everyone was able to wander freely I continued to sit and feel the space, waiting for something but not knowing what. Then suddenly I heard spirit clearly ask me to push my stick into the ground in the exact centre of the temple. I was hesitant at first as I already felt alienated by many in the group for my non-compliant behaviours. 
However, I felt I was at the temple for this sole reason. I stood up and walked straight to the centre with strength of purpose welling in my heart. I raised the stick and rammed it into the ground just as I’d been shown to. I stepped back a few meters and just watched what occurred.


To my astonishment and delight, I witnessed intense golden energies roar up from the ground and swirl around the spirals carved into my stick and out through the transformational flame at the top. It was as if my stick had become a key unlocking all the energies that had been waiting for the right moment in human consciousness to come forth and flow clearly again. I also witnessed the 6 layers of energy that had restricted the natural flow be transformed into clear new energy awaiting conscious choice to mould it. I felt so much joy in my heart and I was finally starting to breathe clearly again.

Only a few talked to me that night. I felt many didn’t approve of my actions. Many thought I was disrespectful, some apparently were concerned that I was unwell. Those that didn’t judge me were very warm and accepting. They needed no explanation. There were so many layers being felt and played out amongst everyone on that weekend.

That night I was hoping to finally have a good night’s sleep, but once more much was happening. Again I felt anger, turmoil and deep sadness on many levels. I kept reminding myself it wasn’t mine, but it was so intense at times and I was so tired that it did pull me in at moments. Being caught in it blocked the clarity.

The next morning, I was irritable again, not just from a lack of sleep but more the lack of clarity. I was aware that what was happening was important for me to understand… but the intensity made it difficult to step back.

That morning, we left early to go to Rongo-koe Koea, an ancient site of higher learning linked to the Temple of the Four Winds. It was a long trek up a rather steep hill to reach the sacred space. Again we were asked to follow rituals, but by then I was so tired that I had no hesitation in sitting outside of it all. As soon as I sat in my own space, the tiredness form climbing the hill and from the lack of sleep from the past 2 nights evaporated and I breathed clearly with honour for myself and the sacred space I was experiencing.
  
At the very top of the mountain, I placed my stick at the centre point. I didn’t watch it to see what would happen, to see if any energy would spiral as they had done the previous day, I knew it was appropriate for it to be there. I just enjoyed sitting and breathing in the beauty of the space. The walk back down the mountain was like stepping from the clouds and back into civilization.

It was then time for us to say our farewells to the group and begin our journey home. We drove only a short distance as we chose to visit another forest. The grand old trees and the abundant bird life assisted us in a joyous energy shift. We felt a deep sense of freedom course through us. On a personal level, it was like a cleansing for me, a shift of energy that allowed me to finally hear spirit with total clarity. There had been so many energies occurring in and around me over the past days. It was as if I’d been experiencing many varied timelines, feeling so many different emotions and seeing so many past events and future potentials that it was wonderful to be finally coming back into my now moment where it all started to make sense.

I finally became aware of who the spirit was that had been guiding me for the past 2 days. It wasn’t ‘A’ spirit as such; it was the collective energies of 2 spiritual groups. As they came closer in what I feel was a more formal introduction, they presented themselves with specific colours relating to their energetic families. One was a blue energy and one a yellow energy. When they blended/spiralled together I was very conscious of the green heart energy they shared with me. They were showing me that it was time for the past conflicts and separations created through old fears, battles and beliefs that I’d been feeling to be healed. Green, after all is the healing heart energy.  I’m aware it’s also energetically the natural colour of New Zealand, part of the original energy of Lemuria…the same energy that calls to those who are ready to live in harmony with all that is.



Chapter 2

What I choose to share with you now, is channelled information through visions, feelings and words from 2 collective groups in spirit, one Waitaha, the blue energy of the water and the other Maori, the yellow energy of the sun/fire.

While they are 2 separate spiritual collectives, I feel them quite blended and unified in their sharing of this message to humanity.  Their communication comes from a heart space of honour and unconditional love. There is no judgement and no sense of right or wrong. They share this message to bring forth awareness of the ancient energies that are seeking understanding, forgiveness and acceptance at this time of great change.  Through love and honour of the past and acceptance of self and all humanity in the ‘Now’, all energies surrounding the past experiences can come back into balance and harmony… back to the original core energies of this land… back to a state of heartfelt love and harmony in self and others.

When spirit asked me to share this information, I was hesitant. I felt that even though the message is timely and filled with compassion it wouldn’t sit well with many. However, after feeling into the potentials, I trusted I’d been shown this for a reason. On accepting to write all spirit was sharing with me, a beautiful fantail flew up to my window and touched my heart. The gift of the fantail is to help us step back from our dramas so we can bring joy and laughter to them. It truly is time to release all the old karmic shackles and embrace the enlightenment that flows for us all in this amazing new era.

While this information conveys a story of times past, no individual names or particular places will be used in this material. There is no blame on any persons and no areas of land that need to be seen as holding negative energies. This statement is very important, as what you hold in your emotions, you also hold in society and the land. It truly is time to let all those energies of blame, shame and judgement go so they may come back into balance and transform into new, clear energies and potentials.


The intense and confusing pain I wrote of feeling on the weekend away was a reflection of the pain the Waitaha felt when their whole Nation was seemingly annihilated by the Maori.

I was shown in visions how around 2,000 years ago there were many new energies and potentials opening up to humanity all over the world. Many individuals were born to shine a light on humanity and reflect the truth of who they were and their true potentials beyond the old limitations. One such human was Yeshua, Jesus. There were also hidden lands around the world that began shining their ‘pure’ energies more brightly. They ‘called’ to people all over the world with the invitation to travel to them and start a new way of life based on acceptance and compassion instead of war and greed. One such land that called loudly was New Zealand.

Thousands of people from all countries responded to the call of the New Land. Their long journeys weren’t fuelled by the age old desire to discover new lands… this time they all had a singular vision. They all heard the call to come to this mysterious New Land which had never been touched by war or hatred… a land that had never been stained with the blood of battle… a land that had no human history… a land where they knew they could live in peace and in doing so set a new standard for the rest of the world... a land that still retained the loving, peaceful and feminine energies of the original Lemuria.

Many thought that this New Land was so amazing that they would only arrive there through death… that it was one of the lands of the Gods. In a sense they were right. The New Land was of such a different vibration that to find it you had to release all that you had experienced and open your heart to new unearthly experiences… in a sense there was a death…. and a rebirth.

While many people were unable to hold to the ‘call’ and didn’t find their way to the New Land, thousands more did. They came by way of the ocean currents and were guided by the stars, but their greatest guide was the trust, faith and new sense of knowingness they held in their hearts. They came from so many different counties with so many varied beliefs and lifestyles. They had different skin and hair colourings and spoke in many different languages.  They had different ways of farming and fishing and building their villages. Yet, the one thing that bonded them all together as one, was their open, trusting hearts and their total acceptance and tolerance of each other. They were all there seeking the same ‘Paradise’, the same way of life that was beyond the old belief of right or wrong and the old illusion that one was more important than another.

The open heart sharing between the tribes opened them all to new potentials for the people and the land. Experiences and progress were never limited as they kept their imagination open to new possibilities. They never just relied on past experiences and outcomes. Travellers from one tribe were welcomed with open heart by another tribe, as it was well known that each visitor brought with them new abilities and gifts to share. The visitors were given food and shelter and stories were shared and expanded on from that sharing. The more that was shared, the more each tribe became as one. They never lost sight of their physical roots, but they embraced the oneness that bonded all of humanity at the spiritual level. In time, these people from all over the world that had been known by many different names became one people… they became known as Waitaha.

Even though there were various ‘signs’ and ‘mirrors’ for humanity to embrace a life of self-love and balance beyond duality 2,000 years ago, humanity overall still wasn’t ready to trust self and expand at that time. They weren’t ready to release the old ways of limitation and control. They continued to create experiences based on imbalanced energies and patterns of the past. They continued to put their trust in those of power rather than their own hearts. They stayed in their fear and in the old stories of domination and suppression. Even their religions became central energy spaces of suppression and control as they wrote their scriptures from a mental, human perspective of physical need rather than from the clear, divine energy of creation through self-love that was originally presented to them.

The New Land had blossomed for almost 1,400 years with the expansion of the Waitaha people, however it too was eventually affected by the imbalance and the slowing energies of the ‘outside’ world. Approximately 600 years ago, new visitors came to the shores of the New Land. They’d been attracted by the expansive heart energy that the Waitaha people had created. That clear heart energy naturally flowed to all people around the world and could be felt by anyone who was ready to open to it.  

This energy was felt in some of the small islands above the New Land and one tribe in particular responded to the ‘call’. Many in the tribe were affected by the intense feelings they felt in their heart and they wanted to explore the potentials they were feeling of a New Land. The tribal leader could see the change in his warriors. Interested in power and domination, the leader was curious as to what they were actually feeling as he didn’t himself. He sanctioned an exploration party for those that felt the need to find this mysterious New Land. They were to explore the land and return with their findings.

On landing their canoes on the shores of the New Land, they prepared themselves for potential attack. In their hearts they felt there was no concern, yet old behaviours had them taking a defensive stance with weapons at the ready. It was the first time the New Land had felt the energy of weapons and the potential of battle.

The new visitors hadn’t ventured far inland when they were greeted by several dozen Waitaha. The visitors retained their defensive pose not knowing what they would face. On seeing their fear, the Waitaha elder laid his walking staff on the ground in a peaceful gesture and walked up to the leader with arms extended exposing his heart to them. On feeling his heart energy, the leader was taken aback and after a moment of hesitation, he also laid weapons on the ground. The rest of the visitors followed his example.

For many weeks the Waitaha shared their stories, food and shelter with the visitors who called themselves, Maori. The Maori were amazed at what they witnessed, heard and felt in the village. Such degrees of peace, acceptance and trust had never been a part of their culture. They had always experienced challenges by other tribes from other islands and also taken the role of the invader when it suited their needs. The Maori leaders were also different to the Waitaha elders as they tended to exude an air of dominance rather than the acceptance they felt from the Waitaha.

After several weeks of living with the Waitaha, the Maori leader decided they should return home. He and his men were excited to share their experiences with their own tribe and to bring them the potentials of living in the same peaceful manner as the Waitaha.

The Maori set out on their journey home, all but 6 of them. Those six Maori, by their own choice, stayed behind leaving space in the canoe for 6 Waitaha tribe’s men. It was generally felt that the 6 Waitaha would be a symbol of good faith and assist in bringing a deeper understanding of their way of life to the other Maori leaders.

Several months after the first Maori visitors had left; many Maori canoes arrived on the shores of the New Land. The 100 plus warriors made their way inland… they were guided by the Maori who had led the journey previously. With him was the tribes Leader. The order was to keep weapons in a non-threatening position.

The Waitaha came forward and the elder welcomed his Maori friend. The Maori introduced the Elder to the Maori leader. As both leaders greeted each other, the Maori leader suddenly raised his wooden club and brought it crashing down on the elder’s head killing him instantly. As the leader fell lifelessly to the ground and his blood spilled forth, an instant shift in energy could be felt. It was as if the land shook in reaction to this first act of violence as well as to the ensuing potentials that would surely sweep this New Land. The necklaces of the 6 Waitaha who had journeyed with the Maori to the Maori tribe were thrown onto the body of the dead elder.

The second body to fall from the lethal club was that of the Maori who had guided them to the Waitaha. From those death blows, the Maori warriors shattered the peaceful air with their cries of battle. They attacked the village killing everyone regardless of age or gender.

The Maori leader who led the attack had been fascinated by the stories of the Waitaha that the Maori travellers brought back with them. The Maori travellers had hoped to convince their leader that they could create the same peaceful lifestyle on their Island. The Maori leader only saw the potential of easy domination of a plentiful new land. The 6 Waitaha visitors were put to death silently and the plan to conquer the Waitaha tribes kept quiet from the Maori who would innocently guide his tribe to the Waitaha’s village and their annihilation.

Over the following months, the Maori warriors went from village to village killing, raping, pillaging and destroying the Waitaha homes and crops.

After repeated invasions, the Maori leader gradually became more and more frustrated with the ease of the battles as the Waitaha stayed true to their beliefs and refused to fight back. To act with intent to harm others was completely against all their beliefs and they knew if they gave in to the desire to fight, they would be no better than their attackers. They would not throw away all they had created on such a deep spiritual level to ones who were yet to awaken. 

While it was the Maori leader’s objective to be the victor, the victory over the peaceful Waitaha wasn’t the grand, energy laden conquest he desired. The absence of intensity in the battles wasn’t ‘feeding’ him or his warriors with the energy ‘hit’ they were used to receiving from battles with their previous enemies.  Many of the Maori were also feeling exasperated with the lack of retaliation and were beginning to fight amongst themselves just to keep their warrior energy flowing.

With the lack of fierceness in the encounters, another energy was emerging on the battle field, an energy they weren’t used to feeling. Some Maori were beginning to feel conflicted within themselves for their actions. They were beginning to feel the Waitaha’s energetic potentials of peace override the Maoris desire for war. They wondered what inner strength it took to stand up to an enemy and not fight back. They wondered what could possibly mean more to them than their own lives. The Maori who were feeling this shift didn’t dare mention it to each other in fear of being reported and killed as traitors.

Meanwhile, not happy with the lethargy he was feeling in his warriors and the frustration he felt in himself, the Maori leader began to devise new tactics. If fear of death and destruction wasn’t going to feed their desire to conquer in the grand way they were used to, they would take more… they would take their souls.

The Maori leader, by way of threatening his own men with cruel deaths if they didn’t perform as expected, psyched his men into yet another battle with the next Waitaha village they came across. In his desire for ultimate power, the leader ordered that they didn’t just kill the villagers and rape men and woman dead or alive; they were now ordered to cut out the hearts of the men and devour them.

Many of the warriors were horrified; especially those who didn’t want to battle anymore. Knowing they would surely be killed if they didn’t do as they were ordered, they mentally separated themselves from their feelings. When they came across the next village the level of butchery exceeded previous attacks raising the energy to a frenzied level creating a manic feeding. Once they started there was no stopping them. They fed on the energy of the slaughter and the flesh with a seemingly unstoppable craving as if they were hypnotized by the sudden burst of power. They danced wildly; looking horrific as they smeared the blood of their victims across their bodies. 

This brutal, soul destroying form of attack was taken to several more Waitaha villages. However, even with the sudden rushes of energy and the manipulating mental controls, gradually many of the Maori became less and less caught in it as the energy of the Waitaha and the land again rose and overrode the energy of hatred and fear.

Again the warriors began to feel discontented and deeply conflicted with what they were being forced to do to these peaceful people. And again the Maori leader was frustrated by the diminishing efforts from his men. How could he be in total power over this new Land if his warriors wouldn’t fight with their total craving? He had no understanding of what it was that seemed to haunt his men and drain them of their desire to dominate. Were the Waitaha able to bewitch his men with some form of magic? Did they have Gods more powerful than his?

To add to his frustration, the Waitaha were also becoming more difficult to find as word of the slaughters had travelled far and wide. The villages went into hiding when the Maori were seen in their region.

Again the Maori leader sought another way to stay in total dominance of both the Waitaha and his warriors. He had one last plan. He brought his men together and told them there would be no more killing. While the majority were confused at their leader’s decision, many were relieved. Those who visibly showed relief were mentally noted by their leader. He announced to his warriors that when they came to the next village they would show the sign of friendship and learn the ways of Waitaha.

Wary at first, the Waitaha elder of the next tribe they encountered did agree to speak to the Maori leader. The leaders and their delegates sat together in communication for several weeks.  The rest of the Maori spent time with the Waitaha families and learnt about their beliefs, their ways of farming and fishing and how they made their tools and ceremonial items from the unique green stone which was highly sought after as a trading item amongst the many tribes. The Maori were amazed by the gentleness of these people who seemed to have magical ways to make their crops grow and be in such balanced commune with the land, water and sky. Many of the Maori embraced the heart energy they were opening up to.

After weeks passed, the Maori leader had gained a great amount of information from the Waitaha elders. He had spent the time meticulously listening to and understanding their beliefs and their ways; understanding what made them who they were. Many of their ways impressed the Maori leader and he could see how they would benefit his people. The one aspect of the Waitaha that he couldn’t understand was their spiritual beliefs. Even tho he was a highly intelligent man, the gentle, loving way of the Waitaha made no sense to him… especially when he knew he would soon destroy them all. To him the only true way of life was the one that won the battles and claimed the lands.

Finally, after spending several months in the village, the Maori Leader grew tired of the pretence. One night when all were sleeping, he rallied his men and all Waitaha were butchered where they lay.

But rather than destroy the village, the Maori leader chose to claim it as his own.  He felt very powerful, he almost shon in his victory. Not only had he destroyed the Waitaha people and taken their souls, but now, in claiming their way of life, he had also stolen their identity. He planned to lure other tribes into believing they were now Waitaha and gradually infiltrate and destroy them one by one while taking over their villages and way of life.

He had no idea of the future consequences of his actions; he was only interested in claiming all the energies for himself that he could. In a sense, he didn’t just claim them, he locked them into so many layers of deceit and control that eventually the energies became distorted as to which culture was which.  In a sense, from stealing the Waitaha’s identity and locking that energy in, the Maori lost their own.  He also didn’t care that amongst his men there was a deep regret for what they had done. He only cared that they would do what he told them for fear of their own lives, after all, they weren’t really Waitaha.

Over time and through many more battles, several of the Maori warriors that had opened their hearts to the Waitaha, let as many escape from their death sentence as they possibly could even tho they feared being exposed as traitors. Some Waitaha were told to lie still until the Maori left, while others that were hiding were purposely overlooked. Many of the Maori who assisted the Waitaha to escape the massacre found it too difficult to continue living with the conflict they felt so deep within and eventually they also escaped their leader and went into hiding with the Waitaha. It was very difficult for them to leave their families and their culture, but it was more difficult to continue living in the old ways since they had allowed their hearts to open to a new consciousness and life style. There was no going back.

Over the centuries to follow, more and more Maori tribes came to the New Land. The Maori tribes that inhabited the New Land in the following years didn’t have a chance to experience the pure Waitaha energy; instead they felt a blending of their beliefs with those of the Waitaha.

The Waitaha and the Maori defectors that survived stayed well hidden and the stories of their existence over time became more of a fable than a reality. The Waitaha had learnt to stay hidden by shifting their consciousness and their energy vibration just enough so that those who lived with a lower vibration couldn’t see them or their villages even when they walked through them.  They had become invisible to all who had closed hearts.

Even tho they remained hidden and their stories blended with the Maori stories, the Waitaha consciousness of the open heart was often felt by Maori people. Some Maori, in particular the children and the elderly, not only felt the Waitaha presence, but at times they also saw them. They were often thought of as fairy folk or spirit friends as they had an aura around them that seemed to shine and shimmer.  There was no connection that they were the Waitaha people as they had supposedly been wiped out many years earlier… or never existed at all.

Often, usually in the evening, the Waitaha children would come into the Maori village and invite the Maori children to come and play with them. The Maori children never felt any fear as their spirit friends only emanated feelings of love and joy. At times they played in the ‘invisible’ Waitaha village where the atmosphere was always happy and loving, even when it came to doing the chores.

After their visits, the Maori children would then take their stories of their ‘shining’ friends back to their families. As with many stories children tell, they were seen by the adults simply as a child’s imagination, but in truth each story carried the potential of harmony for their own tribe, just like a precious gift that would be opened when the time was appropriate.

Today, very few Waitaha are visible to all humanity. Some have stepped out of their invisibility to openly share with awakening souls, but most are content to shine in their own space. There are some people who feel that they are Waitaha, yet most who do, are Maori descendants who are caught in the illusion from having their identity mixed with the Waitaha ways all those centuries ago.

There are very few Maori who truly know who they are in today’s changing culture. It’s time now for all people to know who they are. It’s time to release the controls and old ceremonies that lock you in to the past and embrace and honour the original energies of this gentle land. It’s within those mirror energies that one can truly recognise self and return to the heart vibration that is uniquely theirs.

Energies of old are being released in all spaces within New Zealand at present. Last night I was shown another vision, one more of the present. It was of the Queen of England. I was sitting with her in a state of total compassion. She was lying on her bed. Her energy was leaving her. She was very tired and looked small… withered. I feel this was another sign that it was time to release all old forms of control on this land regardless of where they came from and for what reason.


Today, I sit here in Zealandia amongst the beautiful open heart energies of Lemuria listening to the Waitaha and the Maori collectives as we again write together. It seems an appropriate place to conclude this channelled story of understanding, acceptance and expansion.

As I write I have a small Paradise duckling swimming circles in front of me… its family are quite a distance away, but it doesn’t bother him. We share this space with a beautiful dragonfly skipping around us as many species of birds fly above us blending the energies.  The sun is dancing on the water and the energies of expansion are very obvious in these surrounds so exquisitely green.

I feel honoured to have shared this channel with such loving spirits and now, with you and all who are drawn to the energy in this information. I understand the emotional challenges that this may create, but I also know the sense of freedom you can feel in your heart when you choose to release the old patterns, behaviours, fears and controls… the freedom you feel when you’re brave enough, or tired enough, to finally seek and embrace the truth of who you are and find your own call of the heart.


And so it is


Artwork and Photograph by Sue Norman

Saturday, 18 October 2014

Lightbody Integration... Part 1

I love being conscious of my ‘light body’ and it’s no-nonsense, yet compassionate voice that comes clearly ‘up’ through my core. The integration process both fascinates and excites me.  Everything flows with ease and grace when you stay connected with the I Am.

A couple of days ago when I was about to do the 8 hour flight process from Aussie back to New Zealand, I came down with a gastro bug.

Reassured that all was well by my light body, I began the journey home. Each time the little human wanted to play in the discomfort and the potential embarrassment of not finding a loo in time, the light body spoke clearly and compassionately to me. 

“No you don’t need to pack spare undies... such an experience won’t occur”… so I took them out of my on flight bag and trusted.

On pulling up at the airport, my tummy gurgled… “No, you don’t need to rush to the toilet just in case!

I began to feel uncomfortable as I waited endlessly in the queue… “What are you choosing?” I felt into my situation and chose to release the fear.  I was then guided out of the queue by a stewardess as she opened another check in window.

Then after check-in, when I was feeling more comfortable… “It’s time to go to the toilet now… no need to rush… go gracefully.”

When I was hungry from not being able to eat anything for the 24 hours, I scanned the fast food places a little unsure and then heard… “It’s ok to eat that banana!” I reached for a banana and heard... “The other one is nicer.”

After the first leg of the flight, I had to go through customs to catch my next plane and time was seemingly not on my side. That little human challenge I created had my tummy rumbling again.  “You don’t need to rush through customs… just breathe and walk with grace” … The huge queue that sprawled out in front of me suddenly began to move in a steady, constant flow.
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Half way through the flight, the self-trust I’d found from allowing myself to listen to my light body over the little human discomforts, had me slowly, consciously eating the inflight meal and even sipping a small glass of bubbly… but definitely no coffee.

On landing home I felt very comfortable in myself although still being consciously gentle and graceful.  A wonderful experience.

By Sue Norman

Stay tuned for more Light body integration adventures… Driving with the light body is particularly amusing. 

Tuesday, 29 July 2014

Will the Real Me Please Stand Up?


This weekend I gifted myself a weekend away by myself. The school holidays have been very busy and I was feeling run down and shut down and I really wanted some time and space to myself to re-balance.

I found this lovely Bed and Breakfast in Eastbourne which was just perfect with lots of space to myself. I had my own lounge with a view over the harbour, a fireplace and a spa in the garden! I usually shy away from B&B’s because when I want time to myself to rebalance I’m mostly pretty unsociable, but in Eastbourne there are no other options and the bonus was a beautifully prepared breakfast in the morning which took the self-pampering to a whole new level!

It was so blissful to kick back in my own space, to please no-one but myself. Being away from home really allowed me to feel into my own energy and to break away from the various family energy dynamics, and not just for a couple of hours but for a couple of days! Going away from home means there are no temptations to do chores or work, there’s nothing around you to remind you of what needs to be done, giving yourself full permission to totally focus on self and be completely self-full. Time to just breathe, sleep, pamper and love self and just BE! Without any demands on my time I allowed my soul to lead and focused on just what my soul wanted to do or eat.

How much can you allow for yourself? Do you allow nice things into your life or beautiful possessions or do you ‘make do’? Do you allow things to unfold just perfectly or do you self-sabotage your experience by allowing little things to go wrong or irritate you? We know that energy is here to serve us but can you allow yourself to be pampered by someone else?  As you read this, do you find yourself saying ‘yes but..  I’m too busy/ I don’t have the money/ my family needs me..’? These are all ways of affirming that you don’t think you deserve a better experience, and serve to limit your experience. How much are you willing to receive? Every moment is an opportunity to choose what we are willing to receive in our life.

This was a gift to myself because I love myself and for no other reason than that. I don’t need to justify it in anyway by saying I ‘deserve it’ or ‘I need it’, it is just a gift from the heart and what a gift! I will definitely be doing this again!


So much time to myself also allowed me plenty of time to contemplate. Lately I have been focussing on being more ‘real’, but I found myself asking; what is ‘real’, and who is the ‘real’ me?  Is it the things I feel comfortable with, identify with, or aspire to? When I’m at home I’m a Mum, a partner and an Interior Designer, but now I’m away and on my own, all those roles fall away and I found a tendency to want to revert back to who I was before all those things came into my life.  So who is the real me when there are no external expectations or references to shape my experience of myself?

Through completely getting away from it all for a couple of days and spending time with myself, pleasing just me, I rediscovered things that I like and parts of me that I had forgotten. We tend to make compromises in relationships and with the people in our lives and after a while we forget what we used to like and do. But I have been a Mum for 11 years and some-one’s partner for more than 27 years! So were these rediscovered parts of myself the real me or a just a memory, an aspect? And if they are does that make them any less me?

But as I continued to ponder the question of who is the real me, it came to me – it doesn’t matter – these questions are really just musings of the mind wanting to label something; to put it in a box.

I believe the real me is when you leave your head out of it and follow your heart. It’s the things you get excited about, the things that fill your heart with joy, the things your soul wants to do, or just be, I think that’s the real me.. So based on that, the things I’m identifying with this weekend would be the real me because they have brought me great joy!

‘I Am that I Am’ in any given moment and as long as I follow my soul and follow my heart than that is who I am and all I ever need to be!

by Natacha Anthoni




Wednesday, 26 March 2014

Balancing the Masculine and Feminine Within

Visit to Pureora forest March 2014


Recently I spent the weekend with a group in the Pureora Forest Park. The park is one of the largest intact tracts of native forest in the North Island of New Zealand, and is recognized as one of the finest rain forests in the world with an abundance of 1,000 year old podocarp trees. [Wikipedia]


I must admit that originally I was not really that keen to go, it was a long drive to get there with the potential of a few lousy nights sleep in shared bunk room accommodation of a fairly basic hut, and with lots of unknowns pushing the human me well out of its comfort zone. However when I felt into it, my soul-self made it very clear that she REALLY wanted to go, and as I have chosen to lead a soul-led life, the human me relented and we went.



On our first trip into the forest, guided by our Tohunga Matiu Gemmell, we started off visiting the site of a giant Rimu tree, Hine Rakau, said to have been at least 2500 years old but which came down in recent years under tragic circumstances. This tree was the Matriarch in this area and it is believed that when she came down, the knowledge and energy she held was passed to the nearby younger, but still very significant trees.


As we walked on I noted how still the forest was. There was only a slight breeze and hardly any bird noise.  A little further we stopped at a stand of magnificent trees, now believed to be the knowledge carriers in this area, and the group dispersed to spend some quiet time here. I sat at the base of one of the large trees and breathed and felt into myself and the tree but soon my quiet contemplation was disrupted by a huge racket of bird noise a little way off. I tried to focus on my breathing but kept being distracted by the birds. Why were the birds suddenly so noisy and where was all this noise coming from? The noise was so distracting it was like they were actually trying to get my attention.. calling me.  I looked in the direction of all the noise and glimpsed a huge tree in the distance that seemed to be the source of all the bird euphoria. My quiet contemplation disrupted and my interest piqued, I walked over to the tree and confirmed that it was indeed the source of all the bird twitter. There were actually two giant Rimu trees standing close to each other, one larger than the other and, as I sat and breathed under the larger of the two trees, all the birds slowly disappeared till the forest was quiet once again. It really was as if they had been there just to call me over to this tree, and what a tree! The energy of it was magnificent and resonated deeply with me.


In my quiet contemplation I was considering the balance of the Masculine and feminine within myself. Throughout most of my life I have felt myself more balanced towards the masculine than the feminine. I grew up on a farm, I excelled at Maths and physics and I studied Civil Engineering at University which meant that I spent a lot of my younger years in the company of guys, and I found them easier to relate to than women.


In my later years as I walked this journey of self-discovery, I became aware of this imbalance, and worked on conscious addressing it by allowing myself to express more of my feminine self, and over time, and with great joy I released more of my inner Goddess. However a couple of years ago I started a relationship with Sue which, subconsciously for me, upset the masculine/ feminine balance in my life. In my previous relationship, my husband provided a strong masculine presence in my life, leaving me feeling safe to explore more of my feminine side. However now, in a relationship with a woman, that balance and safe space had been disturbed and I retreated back to my masculine side, feeling the need to be ‘the strong one’ while Sue was still finding her feet in a new country, and  somehow believing this was needed to balance out a relationship with another woman. But I knew this didn't feel right, I could feel the imbalance and I missed the more feminine aspects of me.


So I sat with this beautiful tree and asked how I could readdress this imbalance I felt within, the awareness that washed through me was that to balance the masculine aspect of ourselves you cannot just express more of the feminine aspect but you need to go deeper into the masculine itself and find balance just within the masculine, and same within the feminine separately. Previously I’d always thought that balancing the masculine and feminine within was a bit like mixing hot and cold water, if it’s too cold you add more hot water till the balance feels right and similarly if there was a perceived imbalance towards the masculine, this could be addressed by allowing more of the feminine to express itself. And maybe this is still true to some respect, but I now see that it is not possible to really balance the masculine by turning your back on it and turning to the feminine. The masculine is an entity of its own that needs to find balance and acceptance on its own by going deeper within and finding the love and acceptance of this part of us, and not by denying it.


The same holds true for finding the balance between the light and the dark within ourselves. Each part of us must find balance on its own. You cannot hope to find balance by turning your back on the dark and only embracing the light. This would be denying and separating yourself from a part of who you are. Instead you need to go deeper into the dark and find the love and acceptance within.



Later Aroha, one of the women in our group, said this place is known as a ‘doorway’, and the two trees, male and female, as the ‘Gates of Heaven’! Afterwards I also realized that this was of course not a conversation I was having with the tree but it was my own wisdom that I was able to bring forth at this time. The tree merely provided the space and support whereby I could hear my own soul voice more clearly.  Since the energy and knowledge of Hine Rakau is now shared among several trees, I believe there is a different tree there for everyone now, and it’s just a matter of finding the one that you resonate with. I certainly found mine.


Whether it was my choice to find a greater balance within or if it was just spending a couple of days breathing with these magnificent trees, something has certainly shifted in me  and I have been enjoying the most  amazing heart opening and shift deeper into self-love ever since. It was a truly amazing weekend on many levels. Thank you to all those who were a part of it.


By Natacha Anthoni



Monday, 3 March 2014

DO YOU FEEL SAFE IN YOUR ABUNDANCE?... SUE’S CLUES!

This is an area that even tho’ I’ve played with having ’just enough’ in the past, I’ve also created abundantly at times when I’ve been passionate about having or achieving something.

Since I was a child, because my parents played the ‘struggle with abundance’ game, I often wanted to create something beyond that old family belief.

I began consciously creating at about 5 years old when I saw an ice-cream cake that was being raffled for Christmas. It was so unbelievably beautiful and huge, that something inside me instantly claimed it as mine. There was no way I’d let Mum leave the shop without giving me the money to buy a ticket  for myself…

It was the best Christmas lunch ever!!!

From then, over the next few years, I won all manner of things that delighted my child-self from a giant teddy bear to games and show tickets. As a teenager I continued to win things that suited my age then such as a record player, camera, tape deck and a trip to Melbourne as a guest for the glamorous TV Logie awards… I sooo chose that one big time!

The constant motivation here wasn’t just winning stuff… it was being able to own things I truly desired, but was constantly told by my parents that ‘we’ couldn’t afford.

As a young adult, I married into the same ‘struggle with abundance’ mentality I had with my parents. However, I didn’t let it totally drag me down,  I just continued to manifest  things I wanted that I was told by my husband that we couldn’t afford. Having a family changed the type of ‘wins’ I became passionate about. I then won holiday packages to the snow, toys for the kids and new to my creative skills… cash!

When the children grew up and I divorced my husband, winning/receiving cash became my preferred form of gaining abundance as it allowed me to go to more places and explore more delights than if I won ‘something’ that was up for offer. It also allowed me to work only when I chose. I became a ‘more aware’ Master at creating my abundance as I knew more intuitively from within what I was actually choosing rather than needing to see something physically dangling in front of me or choosing something because I was told I couldn’t have it.

The cash came in so many different forms…  often in totally unexpected ways and always timely.


I now live with a partner who chooses as I do to live grandly. No more being told I can’t afford something or playing deeply in the old ‘lack’ game.  There are still moments of ‘concern’ when the little human self can’t quite accept the ‘feeling safe in abundance’ concept even tho’ it’s been witness to the actions so often through my life… but my Self doesn’t get lost there… my Self-breathes with the trust… and my abundance is still growing…

The Crimson Circle have just obtained the abundance for a much desired place to call ‘Home’ for their studio and meeting space. This abundance came in soon after they felt a huge loss of abundance. Adamus asked them to trust and allow Shaumbra to create this space… to create the abundance. There was never a doubt in my mind what was going to occur.

When you make a choice to create and allow it to occur… to trust it to occur, the waves of energy from all the appropriate sources gather together and the creation is born into the physical.  In this case, Shaumbra’s choices to create together were all the appropriate sources of energy and when we came together in the moment, in clear conscious choice… it all came together. This is why Adamus gave us a short time frame, long enough for some to question but not too long that the energy would close in from questioning. This is also why he asked us not to verbalise about the choice to donate… not to put a creation limiting ‘but’ into the creation pool. It didn’t matter if you did or didn’t donate… it only mattered that the energy was consciously clear.

This form of creating isn’t new. I’ve used it many times… it’s the creative art of gratefully allowing others to donate to my lottery wins, my casino wins, my raffle wins… so I could consciously, clearly choose to win it to create my next experience… because I AM safe in my abundance…

  

I wrote this simple sharing to place awareness ‘out there’ for those who don’t feel so safe in their abundance… can you see the clues?… can you see the ‘challenge’... can you see the fun?


Enjoy whatever you choose. :D

Sue Norman

Tuesday, 4 February 2014

Allowing the Adventure

I had a wonderful experience while I slept last night… It wasn’t a dream.

I was walking home along a narrow country road that followed the shoreline of the ocean. As I came to a small wooden bridge, an earthquake measuring 7.2 shook everything around me. Living in New Zealand these past 18 months I’m rather used to earthquakes now and the energy they shift.  I just smiled, went with the vibration and soon all was still again.

My attention was then drawn to the ocean… I watched with awareness as the tide was racing backwards. Conscious that a Tsunami was brewing, I confidently, effortlessly started climbing up the hillside.

As I climbed I rang Natacha to let her know what was occurring so she could seek higher ground with the children. There was no warning or fear in my message… just allowing.

I continued climbing upward with ease. I wandered through the front gates of several homes and over their back fences as I continued upwards. At one time I looked back to see the water as it started to flow back to the shore. It moved toward the land with great speed and tall waves. I was fascinated by
its movement… the breathing out and the breathing in. I felt no drama, no emotion, just acceptance as I continued my steady climb.

After ascending a little more I rang my daughter for no other reason than to share my experience. Kristy decided to drive over and meet me. She purposefully brought my oldest Granddaughter, Summer with her. Summer and I have had a unique relationship even before her physical birth 4 years ago. We ‘know’ each other clearly.

Kris quite contently left Summer with me as she knew there was something we were both choosing to experience. As she drove away, Summer and I began climbing upwards together.We didn’t talk at all we  just kept climbing effortlessly and with a certain amount of joy and sense of freedom.

The homes and farms and shops we climbed over and around were clear and real… our senses were quite open to feeling everything around us…. not like a dream at all. One home we walked through had hundreds of crystals in the back yard… but they were all man made and held no interest for us. The people we met were interesting, but no-one journey with us.

The water level continued rising quickly behind us as we came near the top of the hill. Eventually, still with no effort, we reach the peak and built on the top was an old shopping complex made of stone buildings joined together.  We wandered through the shops looking at all the wares from food to antiques and listened to the people panicking and regretting. We were aware of so many stories, beliefs and fears flying around us, yet we just continued on unaffected by it all.

As the waters were almost lapping at our toes, Summer and I climbed up to the highest point on the roof of the shops. From there we saw a huge old pine tree rising up towering above the buildings. It overshadowed all the other trees.  Summer and I climbed on to it from the roof and ascended effortlessly to the top.

The view of the expansive ‘ocean’ surrounding us was amazing! Everything within sight slowly vanished in the rising waters until there was nothing but ocean and the top of our tree.

Realising the waters were still rising, I quietly said to myself, ‘Enough’.
Immediately the waters became calm and the level balanced.

For a while Summer and I enjoyed the feelings of our unique, clear space and when the experience was full, a helicopter flew over to us … piloted by…  Adamus St. Germain. 


Sometimes I find that by sharing an experience others become more aware of their own expereinces... dreams or not.




By Sue Norman  2-2-2014